the only thing i really dislike about myself, is that I over think EVERYTHING.

are they mad at me?
whats going to happen if I say this?
whats going to happen if I dont say that…
does she want me to say that?
did i really just say that? wow im dumb…. or am i?
will it scare her off if i told her how crazy i am about her? 
i wonder if they’re thinking what im thinking…
is this going to work out?
i really hope this works out…
why are they being so nice to me?
what am i doing as far as a career goes?
i dont want to sell shoes forever. hell, i dont want to sell shoes tomorrow.

im going to make waffles and fall asleep. or should i make a quesadilla.

these are the questions that flood my head.